J.O.B.

its as if im lettin the beat drop
without lettin these tears do the same
n im askin myself does she still remember the nickname
that she gave me, the day she saved me
from this lonely everlasting pain

why is it that she doubts me
or is it just that she is about she
n not me


I cant blame her for wanting to find herself
even though im over here dying,
beggin for help

the support is like a cursed well,
where the water has run dry
cuz it has been so long,
and friends just say...Chuck why?

Why? I cant explain,
how this girl that drives me crazy,
keeps me sane.

some would say she was just a leaf to my tree
who was jus there to take from me
or maybe a branch, at first glance
but shes much more, you see

to me, she is my root
like Madea once said.
how can i find happiness with her?
without happiness in my own head.

so that is my new J.O.B.
Justify own being
n in time she'll see
that my name hasnt changed,
...Chuck G..........
but im much more of a man than I use to be.

~ Chuck G.